This sin of worry.

The sermon today was around Matthew 6:25 — do not worry. The comment that was most apropos is that God is competent and faithful, and the issue we have is that we mistrust God to be who he is, and that is faithful. Instead we, like the pagans, worry. As if worrying will change the outcome.

For it will not. Instead, worry will paralyse us, and stop us acting. Acting, working through a plan, deals with worry. Instead we are to seek the kingdom of God.

 PSALM 93

1   The LORD is king, he is robed in majesty; the LORD is robed, he is girded with strength. He has established the world; it shall never be moved;
2  your throne is established from of old; you are from everlasting.
3   The floods have lifted up, O LORD, the floods have lifted up their voice; the floods lift up their roaring.
4   More majestic than the thunders of mighty waters, more majestic than the waves of the sea, majestic on high is the LORD!
5   Your decrees are very sure; holiness befits your house, O LORD, forevermore.

JOHN 14:1-7

1“Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God, believe also in me. 2In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also. 4And you know the way to the place where I am going.” 5Thomas said to him, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” 6Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7If you know me, you will know my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him.”

But there are troubles in our lives. There are tragedies, there is sickness, there is litigation and complaints. There are rumour makers and haters who delight in causing offence by making up stories. We are told that we should worry, for we find ourselves in trouble, and the pagans rightly would be concerned.

The Hugos are the big prestigious award for science fiction and fantasy. One of my books was a finalist for best novel. A bunch of other works that I recommended showed up in other categories. Because I’m an outspoken right winger, hilarity ensued.
Many of you have never heard of me before, but the internet was quick to explain to you what a horrible person I am. There have been allegations of fraud, vote buying, log rolling, and making up fake accounts. The character assassination has started as well, and my detractors posted and tweeted and told anyone who would listen about how I was a racist, a homophobe, a misogynist, a rape apologist, an angry white man, a religious fanatic, and how I wanted to drag homosexuals to death behind my pickup truck.
The libel and slander over the last few days have been so ridiculous that my wife was contacted by people she hasn’t talked to for years, concerned that she was married to such a horrible, awful, hateful, bad person, and that they were worried for her safety.
I wish I was exaggerating.

Larry Correia may be a Mormon and a gun nut, and he is right-wing. But he generally is not a hater — and I was reading his facebook posts well before all this happened. People make things up. People expect that we will meet their standards of perfection, which are higher than those of Christ. [Nothing new here: it is why Christ called Pharisees hypocrites].

Yet Christ tells us not to worry, when things are going horribly wrong in our life. When worry is an emotion we will have. And the temptation to acedia, despair is great, and sloth, envy and snark greater. Instead he tells us to focus on him, and his work.

In the service the preacher quoted a theologian who commented that the level of anxiety in US high school students is the same as those in psychiatric hospitals in the 1950s. Since I write on generalized worry, and have a fair knowledge of psychiatric epidemiology, I would want to see data. Well, I am on the internet, so… if you use a fairly standard way of measuring such things, around 40% of adolescents have some disorder. The rate for adults in  most English speaking nations is around 20%

Lifetime Prevalence of DSM-IV Disorders by Sex and Age Group and Severe Impairment in the National Comorbidity Survey-Adolescent Supplement (NCS-A)

DSM-IV Disordera DSM-IV Disorders
Sex Age Total with Severe Impairment
Female Male 13–14 yr 15–16 yr 17–18 yr
% SE % SE % SE % SE % SE % SE % SE
Mood disorders
 Major depressive disorder or dysthymia 15.9 1.3 7.7 0.8 8.4 1.3 12.6 1.3 15.4 1.4 11.7 0.9 8.7 0.8
 Bipolar I or II 3.3 0.4 2.6 0.3 1.9 0.3 3.1 0.3 4.3 0.7 2.9 0.3 2.6 0.2
 Any mood disorder 18.3 1.4 10.5 1.1 10.5 1.3 15.5 1.4 18.1 1.6 14.3 1.0 11.2 1.0
Anxiety disorders
 Agoraphobia 3.4 0.4 1.4 0.3 2.5 0.4 2.5 0.4 2.0 0.5 2.4 0.2 2.4c 0.2
 Generalized Anxiety Disorder 3.0 0.6 1.5 0.3 1.0 0.3 2.8 0.6 3.0 0.5 2.2 0.3 0.9 0.2
 Social phobia 11.2 0.7 7.0 0.5 7.7 0.6 9.7 0.7 10.1 1.0 9.1 0.4 1.3 0.2
 Specific phobia 22.1 1.1 16.7 0.9 21.6 1.6 18.3 1.0 17.7 1.3 19.3 0.8 0.6 0.1
 Panic disorder 2.6 0.3 2.0 0.3 1.8 0.4 2.3 0.3 3.3 0.7 2.3 0.2 2.3c 0.2
 Post-traumatic stress disorder 8.0 0.7 2.3 0.4 3.7 0.5 5.1 0.5 7.0 0.8 5.0 0.3 1.5 0.2
 Separation Anxiety disorder 9.0 0.6 6.3 0.5 7.8 0.6 8.0 0.7 6.7 0.8 7.6 0.3 0.6 0.1
 Any anxiety disorder 38.0 1.4 26.1 0.8 31.4 1.9 32.1 1.0 32.3 1.7 31.9 0.8 8.3 0.4
Behavior disorders
 Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder 4.2 0.5 13.0 1.0 8.8 0.9 8.6 0.8 9.0 1.1 8.7 0.6 4.2 0.4
 Oppositional defiant disorder (ODD) 11.3 0.9 13.9 1.2 12.0 1.2 12.6 1.3 13.6 1.4 12.6 0.9 6.5 0.7
 Conduct disorder 5.8 1.1 7.9 1.2 4.4 1.2 7.5 1.2 9.6 1.3 6.8 0.9 2.2 0.4
 Any behavior disorder 15.5 1.2 23.5 1.6 18.2 1.5 19.5 1.7 21.9 1.8 19.6 1.2 9.6 0.8
Substance use disorders
 Alcohol abuse/dependence 5.8 0.5 7.0 0.6 1.3 0.3 6.5 0.6 14.5 1.2 6.4 0.4
 Drug abuse/dependence 8.0 0.8 9.8 0.8 3.4 0.6 9.7 0.9 16.3 1.5 8.9 0.7
 Any substance use disorder 10.2 0.9 12.5 0.8 3.7 0.6 12.2 0.9 22.3 1.6 11.4 0.7
Other
 Eating disorders 3.8 0.4 1.5 0.3 2.4 0.4 2.8 0.3 3.0 0.4 2.7 0.2
Any Classb 51.0 1.4 48.1 1.6 45.3 2.1 49.3 1.9 56.7 2.7 49.5 1.2 22.2 d 1.0
 1 class 30.3 1.3 30.3 1.3 31.2 1.8 29.4 1.4 30.4 2.3 30.3 0.9 16.2 0.6
 2 classes 12.6 0.9 12.1 1.2 9.2 1.0 13.0 1.3 16.5 1.7 12.4 0.9 5.2 0.7
 3–4 classes 8.1 1.1 5.7 0.6 5.0 1.1 6.9 0.9 9.9 1.3 6.9 0.7 0.8 0.2

or, coming back to our sermon, the pagans worry about all these things. Now, this morning I got the times wrong at Grace: I thought, like my usual church, they would be on student break times so turned up at 10 AM (the summer time) when the services were at 9:15 and 11:00. So we heard the second half of the sermon twice, and also got a walk in. During the walk I stopped at a local shop for a coffee. In the shop was a Maneki.

This idol is a Japanese charm for prosperity and good fortune: as many of the shopkeepers in NZ are Chinese the often have one of these displayed along with Taoist Gods of wealth, such as Cai Shen. The sons discussed this what this was why we were waiting for the service. One sees the same issues in many financial blogs — people worrying about the markets, and not teaching the principles: spend less than you earn, eat at home, get out and interact with others: do not neglect exercise; do not neglect prayer and the word of God.

Our feelings are ephemeral. We need to do our duty despite our feelings: which is another reason that the elite lie.

But within the sermon we moved to another place. And that is to seek instead the Kingdom of God. Seek the important. Seek the eternal. The daily worries will be gone tomorrow and tomorrow will look after itself. Instead be dealing with the important.

Which includes remembering who our God is.

 1 PETER 1:3-9

3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! By his great mercy he has given us a new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,4and into an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you,5who are being protected by the power of God through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.6In this you rejoice, even if now for a little while you have had to suffer various trials,7so that the genuineness of your faith — being more precious than gold that, though perishable, is tested by fire — may be found to result in praise and glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.8Although you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy,9for you are receiving the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

We are clearly not promised a life of ease here. We are told we are going to be tested, and this will at times be incredibly painful. And at times we do not know why this trial has come upon us. None of us are immune from these things.

So, to those who are mourning and concerned now pray. Indeed, we should pray for you. But, you still need to do the housework. You still need to to what is important. You cannot turn into a slug or a hermit crab: you are human.

So, what made me succumb to eating more than I needed and not exercising? ME. Just me. My very own personal lies, laziness, excuses, and indulgences. I’m like that. It’s like I’m a five-year-old performing the vinegar/baking soda volcano experiment over and over again thinking that it might not work this time. But just as the little kid will delight in watching the bubbly liquid expand and flow, I watch as too much food + not enough movement makes my fat multiply. Crazy how that works, huh?

What I do know, though, is that this experiment can be reversed with rewarding results. A disciplined diet + commitment to exercise makes ugly cellulite DIE.

Though I doubt anyone will be stupid enough to wave their fat pride flag on this post, let me say in advance, shut up.

And since I’m a Christian and am supposed to be nice to seek the Truth from His Word I’ll leave these here as well:

For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: whose end is destruction, whose god is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame—who set their mind on earthly things. -Philippians 3:18-19

As one of those who jog more slowly than others walk, and SD’s comments help. Let us do our duty today, and let tomorrow wait. For if we do our duty today, it will be easier to do the same tomorrow.

4 thoughts on “This sin of worry.

  1. When I was a kid, my cat knocked over a maneki figure and broke it. There was only room for one cat god in the house, lol

    Off topic:

    Can you maybe tell people not to send me vicious hate e-mail wishing me ill? I never doxxed SSM, I did not work in cahoots with Lena/Laura/Matt Forney to attack SSM, I am not a member of Freejinger, and I am not a Wiccan/Satanists/Neo-Pagan/Jesus-hater/whatever other bizarre lies I’m being accused of.

    I’m struggling with life-threatening liver failure right now (MTX and
    Cyclosporine have taken their toll) and I don’t need Christians telling me they’re praying for my disease to worsen. That’s evil. & also kinda weird (you’d think they’d have better things to do than to pray for the death of a chronically ill individual, like catch up on their Netflix que?)

    1. Well, I will catch them in moderation if I can, and delete them if I cannot. Do you mind if I take this and make a post?

      I don’t know who you use for email, but I use spamassassin — at the server end — for the website, and gmail and the university have really good spam filters. Can your beloved adjust this for you — or indeed scan your email for you?

      I will confess that I was thinking of another circumstance that is confidential when I wrote this — and I have my own difficulties (which would be unethical to share details: and a website is not the place to share this).

      MTX and cyclosporin are awful, and they affect mood as well as liver hair and energy. Will pray for you.

      1. I apologize, I did not mean to burden you. You can make a post if you want.

        I’m not sure if the comments qualify as spam since they come from actual people – they just seem to have drawn the wrong conclusion about me.

        & my husband and I sought legal advice. Email does qualify for defamation lawsuits. We could sue. (However; having papers served doesn’t mean the case will make it to the courts.)

        I’m not on MTX and Cyclosporin anymore, thank God. However they weakened my liver, and I also technically suffer from a form of autoimmune hepatitis (because my body is not content with attacking just the joints…) so I always knew acute liver failure was in the cards. I didn’t think it’d happen so soon.

      2. Ouch and Erk.
        I have posted, and named you, and asked all to pray for you.

        It is not a burden to know these things, because I was cheerfully thinking you were doing well & hoping for good news.

        I think you all have access to very good doctors, if I recall where you live… and what to do about Liver failure has changed since I was in medicine — which was before you were born.

        And I am aware that SSM commented elsewhere confirming that you did not doxx her. I just cannot remember where it was 🙁

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