I don’t talk much about my parents on this blog: one should shield civilians. But I am not fit to tie their sandals. Both of them are better than I am. They left the Presbyterian Church in the middle of the charasmatic renewal and eventually ended up in the Elim Pentecostal movement.
I grew up in the movement. I do not deny the power of the holy spirit to change things radically. In today’s readings, we see that (1) the Holy Spirit was inherent in the incarnation and the gospel and (2) the Spirit was involved in moving the Church from preaching to the Jews, to preaching to the world.
Mark 1.
4John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5And people from the whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem were going out to him, and were baptized by him in the river Jordan, confessing their sins. 6Now John was clothed with camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. 7He proclaimed, “The one who is more powerful than I is coming after me; I am not worthy to stoop down and untie the thong of his sandals. 8I have baptized you with water; but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.”
Acts 10
44While Peter was still speaking, the Holy Spirit fell upon all who heard the word.45The circumcised believers who had come with Peter were astounded that the gift of the Holy Spirit had been poured out even on the Gentiles, 46for they heard them speaking in tongues and extolling God. Then Peter said, 47“Can anyone withhold the water for baptizing these people who have received the Holy Spirit just as we have?” 48So he ordered them to be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ. Then they invited him to stay for several days.
via Daily Lectionary Readings — Devotions and Readings — Mission and Ministry — GAMC.
I grew up in a Mission focused, pentecostal friendly church. But, as I become older, I have become a crunchy calvinist. There are three reasons for this.
- I no longer beleive that there is a second and necessary experience of filling with the spirit. I beleive that god gifts people, but the spirit is with all beleivers. I see the teaching on this point as coming through the Holiness movement, which I consider strayed into the Catharist heresy by denying that we continue to sin, and that santification is hard, bloody, work.
- I mistrust emotions and emotional rhetoric. Despite my comfort with the “standard rock” service (I’m listening to Hillsong as I write — I have grown up with Scripture in Songs and Hillsong) and the validity of the worship experience, being a Christian is not only about worship.
- Some Pentecostals have thought through their theology and moved to a more systematic position. But many have not. And in not having a credal basis, they are suspect to subversion. We are seeing this with the movement of the older african pentecostal churches in the US towards liberation and the socialist heresy. Although the credal churches are staid, and flawed (all are) there is a balance of teaching that people are expected to adhere to.
Finally, I have seen as much or more abuse within the Pentecostals as anywhere else. Some people go into ministry to gain power and exploit: with sweetened words they metaphorically (and sometimes literally) seduce men and (particularly, if you read Paul) women who are guilt ridden by their evil desires. The older churches have enough problems with church discipline. The newer, congregational churches do not have the ability to remove and provide the pastoral care to the people while theses sons of perdition are removed from any place of power. And this has destroyed people’s faith.
For these reasons, I find the older divines nourish my soul. I’ve returned to the Presbyterian Church of my childhood, but now with knowledge. And I believe it is time to cling to the faith and practice of our forefathers, because this culture is run by the very sons of perdition we would want to shun, even if they are in the pews.